well ok i shall say something about my disappearance...i know u guys R angry with me for not sharing/telling N making such decisions...i am sorry for keeping stuffs from u guys...its juz that i've made up my mind...really made up my mind about this issue of mine...remember what we went thru b4 when this same problem occurs? i dunt want that 2 happen again, dat's y i didnt wanna tell u guys yet...N plz i'm not even trying to boycott u guys...dat's not even wat i'm thinking...my plan was 2 tell u all after your examz but i gez dat is not quite a brilliant idea cuz u already knew by then...reason for telling after examz cuz i dunt want any of my shit 2 affect your examz or anything...
but all i can say is dat i MISS u guys so very much...really!!! u noe during the study break when u guys were bz studying i gez...i felt so lonely...suddenly its like my life is without frenz...cuz at dat point of time i'm supposed to be 'studying' at home but i'm not...furthermore my hp line got cut off...N its like ok i have no contact wif the world! all i ask from u guys is to at least respect the decision i've made...cuz i have everything kinda planned...i really have put much thought about this issue...its not like i made the decision hastily...its not the 1st time this happens...my parents knew about it...N they understand y i want all these...i dunt noe how i should make u all understand...i really dunt...but its been done N i really hope wat i want will be achieved...
i will miss all of u like hell man...lepak-ing at macs, dissing about others, looking for cute guys (which we can't find in NYP!!!) and juz doin stuff we usually did together...cuz my life will change...different from urs i gez...but hopefully the word regret is the last thing i wanna have in my head...i did all these for myself N i wanna make sure i get wat i wanted all these while...cuz i can say dat i already gave quite alot up...anyway the good news is dat i've got a full-time job at Dockers-Taka...so yah this is where it all gonna start...my life starting afresh...i muz work hard to earn the money 2 go 2 design school...dats where my interest is...N all i need from u guys is the friendship we had all these while N support..dats all...
well gez this is it...i mean the secret i've been keeping from u guys...i do feel guilty for lying 2 all of u dat i've been studying n shit...i'm sorry for dat...very very very sorry! but this doesnt mean the end for our friendship...i really am lucky 2 have frenz like u guys...hope the friendship will last...i would want u guys 2 tell me every single thing dat happened in school when we meet soon...dunt worry even if i'm not there wif u guys, you won't lose a friend cuz i know i won't... :) hope we can meet soon yah n i promise to get back my line...
will c ya soon...
but all i can say is dat i MISS u guys so very much...really!!! u noe during the study break when u guys were bz studying i gez...i felt so lonely...suddenly its like my life is without frenz...cuz at dat point of time i'm supposed to be 'studying' at home but i'm not...furthermore my hp line got cut off...N its like ok i have no contact wif the world! all i ask from u guys is to at least respect the decision i've made...cuz i have everything kinda planned...i really have put much thought about this issue...its not like i made the decision hastily...its not the 1st time this happens...my parents knew about it...N they understand y i want all these...i dunt noe how i should make u all understand...i really dunt...but its been done N i really hope wat i want will be achieved...
i will miss all of u like hell man...lepak-ing at macs, dissing about others, looking for cute guys (which we can't find in NYP!!!) and juz doin stuff we usually did together...cuz my life will change...different from urs i gez...but hopefully the word regret is the last thing i wanna have in my head...i did all these for myself N i wanna make sure i get wat i wanted all these while...cuz i can say dat i already gave quite alot up...anyway the good news is dat i've got a full-time job at Dockers-Taka...so yah this is where it all gonna start...my life starting afresh...i muz work hard to earn the money 2 go 2 design school...dats where my interest is...N all i need from u guys is the friendship we had all these while N support..dats all...
well gez this is it...i mean the secret i've been keeping from u guys...i do feel guilty for lying 2 all of u dat i've been studying n shit...i'm sorry for dat...very very very sorry! but this doesnt mean the end for our friendship...i really am lucky 2 have frenz like u guys...hope the friendship will last...i would want u guys 2 tell me every single thing dat happened in school when we meet soon...dunt worry even if i'm not there wif u guys, you won't lose a friend cuz i know i won't... :) hope we can meet soon yah n i promise to get back my line...
will c ya soon...
posted by mass at
10:49 PM
