When I was a kid I thought
I wanted all the things that I haven't got
Oh, I learned the hardest way
Then I realized what it took
To tell the difference between
Thieves and crooks
Lesson learnt for me and you

Give me something that I need
Satisfaction guaranteed
Because I'm thinking about
A brand new hope
The one I've never known
`cause now I know
It's all that I wanted

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Should i do it or should i not? i wanted to start all over again but i'm afraid i will fail again...but this is what i've always wanted...at the same time i'm confused...and scared...i have to do it alone if i've made up my mind...be on my own again...should i or should i not?

lonely

the theme of the day is lonely

lonely train rides

lonely bus rides

lonely walk home

only pounding music kept me company...

oh its not theme of the day

its the theme of my life

now that's a trigger

i'm not a freak am i?

well guess only i know the answer

will this ever continue?

i can just wonder

*End of Feelings Stuff*

today normal day...go school see shitty ppl (no not you guys ok!)...got out and went slacking...to SB tan tock seng...oh how sickly nice is that? met abby, my ex-manager...we talked about stuff...good to see her enjoying her stay at tan tock seng...unlike me! oh well and guess what...the original slackers talking about repenting, praying and Hari Kiamat (Doomsday)...feeling religious suddenly...but we can't escape it...just have to talk about it cuz it will one day come...alrite enuff full-stop...its a scary thought u see...

that's about it...dammit the slackers didn't update any of their bloggies! rite farah so much for asking me to update mine...well THE END...

hey hey hey juz finished analysing midget's blog...all i can say is that never mess with that midget cuz you might never noe what she's capable of...despite of the midgetiness (????)...hehehe ok i will be in deep shit NOW i think...anyway today is a 50-50 of goodness plus shitified-filled day...and yah all the crap stuffs must happen today! cuz you noe its never good when crap happens on that day on the month...if you know what i mean...sometimes i have this thinking...what will my life be without starbucks? will my excitement and non-lameness of my life be gone? yea i wonder at times but i gez you can never tell what's gonna happen in the future...

Life's shitty now at SB-NP...dumb asses working (that excluding me!)...how i hate those humans...suddenly i'm sick of smiling to these new peeps and not forgetting those sicko customers...is this the time for me to actually say goodbye? or its juz a gimmick played by my mind? but i juz hate to think...you noe those times when you lay on your bed with nothing to do...and all you can do is think...damn how i hate those! then all these thoughts will start pouring in...ergh! well let's juz see what happens next in The Chapter Of Starbucks Saga! will it end or will it...erm continue?

anyway had a headache caused by lobster's mad driving! one hell of a driver! so beware of that bugger's driving yah...one good thing about today is that all of gang (incomplete gang actually) got to eat real ermmmlicious food man! oh those *udangs in my mouth! woaaaah! and the *rojak...kewl stuff...

btw all i can say about the male pagent in singapore is that it has no class at all man! what mr ang mo kio, mr sengkang, mr jurong etc? what the fuck? sheesh damn malu man! yea dats it...morale of the story LIFE'S A BITCH!