Friday, June 07, 2002

hey

presenting to you, your new blog, tada!

http://vintageclst.sphosting.com

sorry i hosted it a sphosting if you wanted it to be a geo, but geo simply screwed it things up, by making it look real messy and all. you can go take a look at the messyness at this address:VintageCloset.

that's all then. enjoy.

//farah

Thursday, May 30, 2002

its been 12 days since i last posted...and in those 12 days alot has happened...how shall i start? herm...im caught in between these 2 friends...both are crazy, funny and fun to hang out with...one is with mo' of the face whereas the other is mo' of making u laugh like crazy...so what do we get at the end? confusion! if to be given a chance to choose, i wouldn't know which to prefer...then came this quiet person...and yes can say that he's one of the quietest person i've known so far...the thing is i am a listener and im more to listen than talking...but he seemed nice...only if he were to be more talkative than it will be good!

now im facing another problem...im like broke man! when ppl said that money is meant to be spent...it is so true! spent on bills, bills, bills...suddenly i have a lot of responsibilities on my shoulders...this is what happens when ur like working full time...because of my dad i have to pay! wtf damn how i hate him...forever giving the family problems...dunno when our lives gonna be peaceful again! im like really financially down till to the extent of borrowing farah's money (i will definitely pay u back...soon i hope)...talking bout my pay...seems that its gonna get abit delayed! shit! arghhhhhh............wats wrong with this world! i juz want to get away from everything man but the thing is even if u wanna run away, u will still need money! what is money? what is love? what is wrong with me?

it's all bout the money...
it's all bout the dum dum dadadum
i don't think it's funny...


PS: miss u guys lar...anyway gd luck for ur supp papers man! when are we goin away huh diana?

Gotta find a way
Yeah I can't wait another day
Ain't nothin' gonna change if we stay 'round here
Gotta do what it takes
'Cuz it's all in our hands
We all make mistakes
Yeah... but it's never too late to start again
Take another breath and say another prayer

And fly away from here
Anywhere yeah I don't care
We just fly away from here
Our hopes and dreams are out there somewhere
Won't let time pass us by
We'll just fly... yeah

Wednesday, May 15, 2002

WHEW yesterday was a nightmare for me...it was one of the worst working experience for me...ok maybe im exaggerating but DAMN it was bad...dunt worry sotong lovers nuthing crucial happened to me...one word says it all...STRESS!!!!

dunno y yesterday was so bz...suddenly singaporeans were so LOADED dat they decided to go shopping at LEVI's...one after another bugged me 4 this size dat size...like they can't leave me alone for one sec...WHASSUP WITH U ALL MAN!!! dats me screaming inside...one pt of time these 2 customers asking for the different sizes at the same time...N i was like "ok2 wait, i'm confused!"...at this moment my mind was a total blanko! suddenly i was thinking ok wat the hell am i doin here? dat is terrible man...

well enuff of The Stress Episode...today after more than 12 hours of sleep (its 15 hrs of sleep to be exact...felt like Sleeping Beauty!!! yea rite!) SOTONG awakes...one lazy ass...then ate shit n sum stuff...ok i didnt eat shit...wat i meant was dat i ate, shit n do sum stuff...oh yah my cursor is now a scooter...hehehe a white one...damn cute man...meeting JAJA later to get my black tee...kewl today im relaxing at home...my feet need the home floor 4 once...

a few words 4 certain ppl
DERWIN: thanx for the compliment...i always thought my hair was teruk...didnt realise it was a nice thick intense black hair! u made my day...thanx again...

WAWA: what the hell happen to ur blog woman? all the postings ran away izzit? plz post sumthing for once!!! we need to noe wats happening to ur L I F E...

DIANA: we share the same fate...not abt rahman but abt our dads...well i hate my dad too...he n me cant get along for nuts man...its like i followed his attitude...stubborn...so when 2 stubborn people juz talked...a fire broke out...its true...n i juz hope my bf wont be like him man...eeei touch wood...again i hate my dad!

FARAH: hey woman check this webbie out...kewl stuff...n u wont expect this from 'em...its the DISCRIMINATE COOKIES...but lemme tell ya...de website...damn its gd...the layout i mean...its not totally ready or wat but take a peek alrites... http://www.discriminatecookies.cjb.net/

gez dats it peeps...gtg im already late! arghhhh JAJA gonna kill me!

PS: there's sumthing wrong with de time...i didn't post this at 3.33 AM
i'm Cherry flavoured!

gez me n diana R of a kind...well yea i like cherries...

Saturday, May 04, 2002

well ok i shall say something about my disappearance...i know u guys R angry with me for not sharing/telling N making such decisions...i am sorry for keeping stuffs from u guys...its juz that i've made up my mind...really made up my mind about this issue of mine...remember what we went thru b4 when this same problem occurs? i dunt want that 2 happen again, dat's y i didnt wanna tell u guys yet...N plz i'm not even trying to boycott u guys...dat's not even wat i'm thinking...my plan was 2 tell u all after your examz but i gez dat is not quite a brilliant idea cuz u already knew by then...reason for telling after examz cuz i dunt want any of my shit 2 affect your examz or anything...

but all i can say is dat i MISS u guys so very much...really!!! u noe during the study break when u guys were bz studying i gez...i felt so lonely...suddenly its like my life is without frenz...cuz at dat point of time i'm supposed to be 'studying' at home but i'm not...furthermore my hp line got cut off...N its like ok i have no contact wif the world! all i ask from u guys is to at least respect the decision i've made...cuz i have everything kinda planned...i really have put much thought about this issue...its not like i made the decision hastily...its not the 1st time this happens...my parents knew about it...N they understand y i want all these...i dunt noe how i should make u all understand...i really dunt...but its been done N i really hope wat i want will be achieved...

i will miss all of u like hell man...lepak-ing at macs, dissing about others, looking for cute guys (which we can't find in NYP!!!) and juz doin stuff we usually did together...cuz my life will change...different from urs i gez...but hopefully the word regret is the last thing i wanna have in my head...i did all these for myself N i wanna make sure i get wat i wanted all these while...cuz i can say dat i already gave quite alot up...anyway the good news is dat i've got a full-time job at Dockers-Taka...so yah this is where it all gonna start...my life starting afresh...i muz work hard to earn the money 2 go 2 design school...dats where my interest is...N all i need from u guys is the friendship we had all these while N support..dats all...

well gez this is it...i mean the secret i've been keeping from u guys...i do feel guilty for lying 2 all of u dat i've been studying n shit...i'm sorry for dat...very very very sorry! but this doesnt mean the end for our friendship...i really am lucky 2 have frenz like u guys...hope the friendship will last...i would want u guys 2 tell me every single thing dat happened in school when we meet soon...dunt worry even if i'm not there wif u guys, you won't lose a friend cuz i know i won't... :) hope we can meet soon yah n i promise to get back my line...

will c ya soon...

Sunday, April 28, 2002



Test Results



I'm Gillian from Pratical Magic! Which Nicole Kidman are you? Find out!



If you can't make your mind up,
We'll never get started.
And I don't wanna wind up
Being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
Say yes.
But if you don't, dear, confess.
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.



Sunday, April 14, 2002

yeasterday was not what i expected...kinda turned out lame...too many sights that hurt my eyes...under-age kids everywhere...the girls dancing as if they were in a DANGDUT club or sumthing...saw the katek couple n sum other familiar faces from NYP...but well we r there so as to try to get our 5 bux worth...

but my day ended abit better n smily...cuz on the way home me n shik took the train...n there he was...as cute as a button...more than a button i gez...while we were sitting talking abt how shikin n ijat met...he was walking with his couple friends...when i saw him i was like...woah! damn...straightaway i was like telling shikin...n yah shikin agreed cuz he lookd so cool!...we were exchanging glances which was...erm nice! hehe...

he was wearing berms and skate shoes with blue ankle-length socks (ain't that cute?)...blue tee and beady necklace...his hair...erm loved the hair...short cropped...he made it abit messy and his hair is abit dyed but the black can still be seen...n he has these black furry-like earphones (sumthing like farah's but only dat its black n furry) which i thought was cool...how i know all these cuz he alighted at Boon Lay MRT!!! oh another thing he has a nice tattoo on his hand...a nice one...hehe i was behind him...smiling to myself...i felt like a psycho for a few mins...n we were walking (me behind him)...n gez wat again? we took the same bus! was it destined or was it not? well i dunt care...but i sat a seat in front of him cuz i dunt wanna look like im stalking him or sumthing...but well he's cute n yah i muz look like crap yesterday!

but did he think i was like a psycho or stalker or sumthing? hope not! i wouldn't want this cute guy to think that way of me...na-ah! but wat was he thinking? how i wish i can read his mind...but well...yah keep on dreaming LIN!

damn damn damn wish i can see him again...oh gawd i forgot...he has a goatee which is like so to die for man! he's cool, he's cute and he is living around me! yeah...sigh~~~~ (thinking of him again!)...how i wish!

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Monday, April 08, 2002

Life is like a cigarette butt
Before you know it
It has stopped burning...